ferris wheel

life must goes on

sometime everybody come to turn you on

sometime everybody let you down

time always changing their mind

just like a ferris wheel on a dreamland

it move to up above the sky and down to the land

Singapore Flyer

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

~Craig David

happy independence day Indonesia

64 years Indonesia being an independence country. This country that we called an archipelago located in south east of Asia. The capital city of Indonesia is Jakarta. So many things that Indonesia can offer for you, like :

• the culture (so many traditional languages, traditional dances, traditional foods, traditional song, traditional attractions, and so many more)
  
• a tour places such as
  

Candi Borobudur, Jogjakarta

1. if you like to go diving, surfing, swimming, Indonesia can offer you such a beautiful place that you can enjoy it (you must visit Bali, Bunaken, Pangandaran, Kepulauan Seribu, etc.)


2. you can also shopping with the affordable prices (you must visit Jakarta, Bandung, Jogjakarta,etc.)


3. if you like to go eating, hmm so many cuisine in Indonesia you can meet a western food, chinese food, italian food, thai food, indian food,etc.


4. many zoo in Indonesia and you can find many kind of animals and plants that you never seen before. (you must visit Taman Safari, Ragunan, Kebun Raya Bogor, Kep. Komodo, etc.)


5. museums and dreamland (Taman Mini Indonesia Indah, Taman Impian Jaya Ancol, Museum Geologi,and so many more)

Taman Impian Jaya Ancol, Dufan, Jakarta

• the weather : Indonesia have a tropic climate and just have 2 weathers rainy or sunny.
  

Yeah because Indonesia consist of many islands and provinces so many places that you must visit it. So if you mind to visit Indonesia, let exchange your money into Rupiah. You won't be regret if you come and see Indonesia. So, have you ever been go to Indonesia? Visit Indonesia!

.GBU.

happy bday papa

can you imagine there is a two test in a day and that's happen in the first lesson and second lesson? so after you done your first test you have to do the second test. There is no break time after first test..wuooo..it's happen in my class today. First we were going to do the accountancy test and second we were going to do a mathematic test. Hello, what a great day! haha. Ya this is my school life and tomorrow there is a seminar about gender. So there will be no lesson tomorrow and the day after tomorrow..yippie! yesterday is my daddy's birthday. happy birthday papa! and as usual we celebrate it by dinner at home. we ate a nasi kuning (an Indonesian food), noodles (all people said that noodles is a symbol for the longevity), pizza, and pudding. happy bday papa i want to make you proud and always happy.

sooner or later

she just opened her mind
she remembered all the story she had
what will you do if she wants you?
can you imagine how does it feel?
you are all she thinking of
and then you just throw up
you never let it come to yours
what happen?
~#~

Sooner or later you're gonna wake up
And find what you're looking for
Like a diamond wahsed up on the shore
In the meantime you're feeling like you're lost without a friend
Sooner or later you're gonna love again
Sooner or later you're gonna love again
~Duncan James

tired..tired..tired..

what a tired weekend and I must be ready for another weeks..huff.. ya jadi kemarin aja saya pulang dari sekolah jam 6 sore karena ikut tes bakat. Namanya juga tes bakat di mana-mana juga sama aja soalnya ya kayak bgitu2 aja. For along 6 hours I must sit down at the wooden chair. Hmm dipotong istirahat juga sih, setengah jam-an. Berasa banget brainwash nya kalo ikut tes bakat. Huaah capek banget. Honestly saya paling ga bisa deh sama yang namanya deret angka gitu lah itung2an lah. Waktu mengerjakannya kan juga mesti cepet banget. Ya pokoknya I'm waiting for the resultnya deh. Hope that it really what's in me, hope the result really describe what my talent. Pas sampai di rumah udah sekitar jam 7an. It's not because the traffic (thank God karena biasanya dari sekolah ke rumah bisa makan waktu 1 setengah jam) but I must wait for my brother to pick me up. Trus makan malam deh. After dinner I played piano because today is my first piano examination. Tapi setelah latihan piano gitu saya langsung tepar tidur dari jam stengah 9 sampai pagi jam stengah 6. Mungkin menurut sebagian orang berpikir nih orang kebo amat padahal ya memang ini deh saya cepet banget ngerasa capek ngantuk dan lelah. Pas tadi pagi bangun langsung deh latihan piano lagi. Dan jam 8 pagi tadi saya sudah sampai di tempat piano course..Terus masuk ruangan tes nya dan jeng..jeng..jeng..jeng.. huaaaaaaa tangan saya dingin mainnya grogian banget..jantung udah dag-dig-dug kali tuh.. Mainnya ya ga terlalu bagus deh kalo menurut saya. I won't failed! I must be pass the exam..ya I must believe it. Keluar ruangan rasanya uda mau nangis deh karena saya mainnya kurang memuaskan kalo menurut saya sndiri. Semoga aja deh jurinya berkata lain. Ya aku harus lulus dan pasti lulus! Amin. Udah gitu pergi ke gereja deh terus selesai dari gereja saya dan keluarga pergi ke pameran pendidikan (and until now I don't know what university must I choose). If I have much money I wouldn't be hesitate to school abroad. Ya tau sendiri lah life cost nya berapa di sana terus biaya kuliahnya berapa. Harganya bisa sampai beli satu buah mobil yang lumayan bagus. Kalo scholarship gitu juga nilai2 saya kurang bagus. Apalagi yang diliat mat sama bahasa inggrisnya doang. Huahh ya ga memenuhi deh. Kalo kuliah di sini yaa kayak bgitu, univ nya cuma dikit dan banyak yg ga bagus kalo dibanding luar udah gitu anak2nya yang kuliah di sini tau sendiri deh rokok, males2an, clubbing mungkin, pergaulan yang ga sehat mungkin (maaf ya no offense lho ya ini smua kan menurut pandangan saya doang). Entah deh..

I don't want to see my test list on my schedule because it can makes me feel tired and tired..Huaa welcome my exam weeks! Nooooooo.. Wish me luck! GBU.

Lord, I offer You my life

Today there is an Eucharist in my school as always every new academic year. We gather in a hall and together we praise Lord. This Eucharist have a theme, "Why is so worried?"

I think the theme is completely reflect our life. Every people has a problem and then they become to worry. They worry about anything happen in their life. They are afraid because can't solve the problem. Even once in a while they are afraid because a little thing that I believe they can solve it well. A clergyman said that you don't have to be worried. And then he asked if we trust in Jesus Christ? Once again he asked to us until he felt that we all believe in God.

Yes, if we are have an almighty God, why we are so worry about anything? We must believe that God always with us and He can do anything everything He wants everything the people want but He will give it in His way. Of course in His time, He will give whatever we want to Him. And there is one beautiful song that we sang together and I would like singing it everytime I feel so down and sad.

Lord, I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for Your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life
~Hillsong

Yeah this song is beautiful I think because who gave us the life? The answer is God so I want to offer my life to Him because my life is belong to Him. And I believe God always lead me and everything what happen in my life is a gift from Him.

what should I do

I'm sorry
I've been wondered and wondered
Just thinking about what happened
And now I realize that all the things happened
Because I have a lack
I should know what you did to me
It wasn't a little thing
It was a wonderful day I thought
I'm sorry
I don't know why I made all the things
And everytime I think of you
I remembered what you gave to me
Perhaps you didn't want to return it anymore
But I can't do a big thing that you made
I'm really sorry
Because I didn't believe in what I felt
I'm sorry
Now I need you back
I want to know what's going on with you
I want to know if you are happy or sad

Because I won't regret anymore

And let God works to make it way better